Hating this feeling… saw someone used 2 be very close & gd wib m0i, yet I can’t called them…
Saw her ( the brainless gal wib brainless bf) at 888 plaza.. as usual lah, she walked very fast & I’m the one wh0 always saw her 1st… I will sh0ut out her name… Heng didn’t sh0ut, c0s I nearly 4g0tten we had ended our friendship lia0…
I can sense tat I’ll saw her when Dear said g0 888 plaza & take our dinner… dunn0 y, s0 damm accurate sia… the m0ment I saw her, guess wat my 1st reaction? Feeling very confused, wat sh0uld I d0? Dia0? Pretend didn’t see each other? or wat? OMG, s0 heng dear n0t wib m0i tat time… s0 mi decided to pretend didn’t see her…
Saw her chatting on phone happily. Has a gd life, happi 4 her… this sh0w tat with or without m0i doesn’t affect her… am I rite??? Ya!~
Haix, this feelin really sux… n0t onli 2 her… There r others ppl m0i als0 wish 2 tok 2 them like the past… dun b surprise, JQ is one of them… even th0ugh m0i still didn’t 4get h0w he treat m0i in the past, still has tat urge to speak 2 him when I saw him… wanna n0e h0w is he lah, how is he life in poly? Still remember he is Jay’s fan… (which everyone n0e it!) like to act co0l…
Till today I’m still very guilty didn’t went out & take the birthday cake from him… h0pe 2 say this for the past few years, but didn’t has this chance at all “I’m sorri…”
Another person… th0se wh0 r cl0se 2 m0i sh0uld n0e I always mentioned her in front of my jie mei… she is my c0usin… my relative… a person I used to “chong pai” al0t b4 start w0rking wib her… didn’t hate her, jus can’t 4get wat she had done 2 m0i… I HATE BEEN ACCUSED! Jus bec0s her “bei fen” bigger than m0i, SO WAT MAN? Causing al0t tr0ubles for m0i during my CNY… I can’t even enjoyed my cny sia! btw, I dun think wat I’ve done wrong 2 her or her beloved bro…
I admit sometimes I’m stubborn… wat I should do, wat I shouldn’t… I n0e it! Wat dear said abt mi is c0rrect… if yr explanation is reasonable, I’ll accept. If I dun think so, I’ll carry on 2 stick to my own way…
